when i said ok,means im not ok

13 Jun

dear diary,

i dunno y im so sad ryte now…

i dunno wat im thinking about…

i dunno wat happen to me…

can u pls tell me?

…………………………………………………………………………

now, i still messaging wif him. > mr A.

terima kaseh sbb mintak maaf.

i maafkan.

but, im sory my dear A.

i dunno have mood at all.

im not oke yet.

nk msg ngan u pon cm nak tanak.

im sorry!

sory sbb marah marah u.

sory sbb byk susahkan u.

sory sbb byk kali wat u susah aty sbb i.

i taw i ta layak tok u.

i taw i bukan jenis pompuan yg u nk wat calon isteri.

i jahat.

slalu wat u saket aty.

ni baru kapel.

lau da kawen mcm mane ?

lagi trok agaknye.

tp takpe, i taw u takan nk kawen ngan pompuan mcm i.

sokey, if tade jodo nk wat cne.

i redha je…

** ayat pasrah **

…………………………………………………………………………

syg, i bukan ape…

i jadi mcm ni pon sbb i terasa sgt dgn u semalam.

i post status cmtuh sbb hope sgt u akan bg komen yg “memberangsangkan”..

tapi…

ape yg u komen ?

notink !

notink….yg wat i rase teruja.

.andandand.

bende yg paling wat i terasa..

u leyh lak post status u mcm tuh ?

huh ?

u ingat i ape ?

takde perasaan ?

maaf, i btol btol sensitive bende bende mcmni.

okeyh fine, u leyh enjoy ngan hidup u.

go on..

i takan halang lagi.

tp jgn nyesal lau ade org dtg minang i.

im siyes okeyh !

ah, lpekan.

u kne stdy dulu.

jgn pk pasal i.

pk pasal stdy u dulu.

i ni hanyalah……tah.

tunggul agaknye.

…………………………………………………………………………

dear my syg..

i noe u jarang sgt on9… sbb u bz kan ?

ye, sbb u sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt bz.

takpe..

i faham. =.=

tp at least la kan.. u post la sumtink yg can give me a spirit.

spirit..

i need spirit okeyh.

i need u.

tapi u ta rase ke ?

semakin hari kite semakin jao.

jao…

ta mcm dulu lagi.

knp ye ?

kol n msg ?

jgn ckp la.

sehari sekali jek.

u da bosan dgn i agaknye.

pls tell me da truth my dear.

i need ur answer.

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current mood ; sad n need more space.

gud nyte.

*****

p/s ; hopefully, he can tell me da truth. dear A, u kate nak ubah i kan.. ? so, tell me wat u gonna do to change me… i need to noe.

**harap kau mengerti hatyku ini.

yg terluka kini,

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6 Responses to “when i said ok,means im not ok”

  1. cookiegroling June 13, 2010 at 6:18 pm #

    chill la babe.jgn sedih sedih.nnti dia ckp la kat u.

  2. amirul fahid June 13, 2010 at 6:19 pm #

    ape sedih sedih ni sha?

  3. mista neazar June 13, 2010 at 6:20 pm #

    sabar yea sha

  4. duniasigadisbunga June 13, 2010 at 6:34 pm #

    okeyh.
    shara okeyh

  5. duniasigadisbunga June 13, 2010 at 6:36 pm #

    tade ape.
    cume meluahkan ape yg di rase

  6. duniasigadisbunga June 13, 2010 at 6:38 pm #

    sedang cube men’chill’kan diri

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